I'm back.

Oh Hi! I think from now on I'm going to use English for my blog post cause:

1. I'm a lazy blogger.
2. I'm lazy to write with chinese.
3. Still that word.... lazy...

HAHA.

         Guess what? I already passed a week doing nothing for my degree year 1 sem 2 sem break...
Like Darn, I only went out twice. One for the Mooncake Fest which held in my parent's old school and also my bro's current school. Another one is I followed my parents to take some stuffs from my Aunt and Grandma. So where the hell am I doing in my lovely house?
    
         Uh huh I woke up at 2pm everyday. Hmm yeah almost at 2pm everyday. I know it's over but I'm so gonna to be a bad girl(??) for this sem break, I swear. Well, I think there's a long story to go..

         So here comes my grandma lengthy story, there's a lot of things happened for my past few months, no matter good or bad. I think for my first love, from my previous posts I think I already mentioned clearly so I won't explain much. Okay, I'm officially back to single life on 21 June 2013. It was actually quite hard and heart breaking to go through this tough path alone. I know, in some other's eyes I was that freaking happy face but I know, I'm kinda emo in the night.. I'm not giving excuses huh :) 

         And during these times, I should thanks to a few friends. I won't mention any names here so nicknames will be mentioned here :)

Firstly, there will be my two lovely cutie pies. Banana and Gold fish. I know when the time I told they two I broke up with my dearie they are kind of hurt and shocked because I had kept this as secret for long time from them. Skipped all the lengthy parts, they did made me cheer up and our relationship became stronger. I quite glad to have they two in my degree life :)

So heres the second one. Hmm should be a special friend? He is actually my friend's friend. A boy who looks shy at first but slowly when get closer to him, you will find that he actually quite playful. So although we are same age but due to intake, I'm his senior. HAHA. We did shared a lot of secrets between us especially mine -_- He cheered me everytime when I'm down. And I really appreciate everything he done for me. 

          Okay, finished with good and now talk about badass thingy. I admit I'm not a good student in some eyes but I got cursed by my advisor for the first time -__- I cried out loud for that night. He cursed me will going to fail all my chemistry subjects as if I can pass, he will also make it become fail. He is so cruel huh! But I think he won't? You thought U**R let him play around the marks so easily mea? And, my car car kept on gave me problem these two months and costs me around RM600.. 

         So due to my blank brain, I had forgot a lot of things that I wanna write out. But there's a thing I won't forgot. I'm not a girl who will go after a boy if he always flirts with a lot of girls. Nahh, to me, if a boy accepts anything from girls and treat me as the same with those girls, what for I confess to be his girl? If a boy treat his girlfriend same as his girl friends I think there is not a need to call as girlfriend. And why the freak I need to get involved in those love triangle game? It's a waste of time to me. This is just my opinion. I really don't like these. Experienced these during secondary time and I don't wanna repeat it again.

I did a decision, that is, I will keep my heart safely and I won't simply fall in love again. It is enough for my tears. But we can't expect for our future life. So if there's a boy who walk into my life, I may be will open my heart again. So currently I will just continue admire all those handsome boys. I know people will say I'm a brainless girl or so called hua ci but I really enjoyed to watch handsome boys. They are my eye candies :) But if the boy's personalities got problem I won't call him handsome already. And it did happened for me, banana and gold fish. But he is not handsome though, but our first image to him already spoilt.

So this sem break I'm gonna to relax myself, I wanna do whatever I want for myself! Be myself, that's the way. 

Okay, I don't crap around here ady. Fingers are tired and I think after this post will not have any new post for next few months! Good mornight to myself :)

 灿烈, his personalities and his smile is so perfect.