无题

一个人一出生首先看到的是医生护士
但他们只是短暂地出现在你人生当中
父母和亲人或者是陪伴你最久的人
朋友、同学、同事
会随着你发生的事，学习的场所或者工作的地方而改变
甚至是你用心深爱的人也不一定会永远的背叛
每个人都有自己的选择
有自己的路
你也是
放弃你的不一定是别人
离开的也可以是你自己
你才是陪伴你一辈子的人
谁都会有可能比早离开
你才是与你走到最后的那个人

一个人攀山越岭是幸苦的
一个人的奋斗是孤独的
一个人的生活是寂寞的
一个人总是事倍功半
一个人也需要旁人的雪中送炭
也需要关心问候
一个人在人生的旅途会遇到很多事
遇到很多人
这些事有的让你意志消沉
有的让你奋勇向前
有的人落井下石
但总有人给你鼓励温暖
一个人并不害怕
害怕的是没人伸出手
给你掌心的温暖

Internship, Good or Bad? Part 1

Yes, I’m currently in my internship and this is already the third week. For me, internship is so meaningful to me because it is the first time I face the real working life and practical industrial life. Yeah, I admit that I totally different from what I behave in my uni life when I’m dealing with the working life and new people in my life. All the people around me are elder than me, more experience than me, busier than me and even taller than me. I AM SO SHY TO THEMMM!!! Also, I was like a lost kid hanging around the company. For your information, the company is so big that have around 8 buildings in total and my working place are in two of these buildings.

So now, what I feel for my internship is, EVERYTHING IS PERFECT EXCEPT MY SUPERVISOR. At the first week, I already noticed that he is slow at work, always drag the process (In Chinese is tuo ni dai shui, dong mo xi mo), I also don’t know what he waiting for. Also, he can’t concentrate on his work and he is so easy get distracted by other things. NOT SYSTEMATIC AT ALL@THAT IS WHY HIS WORK NEVER FINISH!!! WTF. He gave me 3 projects in total. And fyi I already done 2 projects, but he himself self claimed that the results is imperfect so ask me to redo. Oh hello, that sampling time is you decide wan, then you now telling me all the 3 days’ samples have to wash off. And my freaking data all have to erase. Erm okay, I don’t mind actually. Because at least I can get more works to do, not like sometimes I had done my work early and I had to sit at the office like an idiot waiting for go back home. BUT, after I washed off everything, he then NEVER give me the new instruction. Dafuq? Now I already sitting in the office for 2 days. DOING NOTHING YOU KNOW? Like kind of wasting my time! And I am amazed by my own patience huh. I can sit in the office without talking to anyone for 3hours before lunch time and again remained silence for 5 hours til the end of working hour. Oh I should give myself a big clap right? *I can say that currently I am damn pissed off >:(*

Another thing  made me even angry is, he can still like ‘realized’ that his progress is too slow and can’t finished any work on time. EHHH? You know it dy then you should changed right? You already around age of 30sumthing. My working progress is so effective and efficient compared to you okay. *Not I self claimed but he do praised me on it, -_-* so see, as the trainee, I’m working fast but my supervisor working slow. So how? Even though I have slowed down my progress, but he still work so slow like I’m gonna to slap his face. Instead of working, he always check on his phone and talking about those Buddha things. Erm, now only third week omggggggg I do hope that I can learn many things from internship. But now he just ruined my plan. And for the past days, he had informed me that he is going to let me handle 2 more projects as I really work fast (please larh, is you do work slow only lor) then he promised to teach me how to operate another two more machines and learn some new techniques. That time I was like freaking excited and happy cause that’s what I hope. But then I waited for one day. Nothing to do. Another day. Nothing to do. Ohh maybe he wanna finish some works first, okay I wait. I think.

So until one day, he sudden asked me willing to go to production site with him anot. Of cause I will, as long as I got things to do.. So I just follow him. You thought this is the end? NO. When I follow him to the front door of the changing room, just before enter, he said he wanna go toilet. Okay fine. Then after come out from toilet, he again back to office, said wanna check email and ask me wait awhile. So idk after how many minutes he only bring me go. You see, how po po ma ma he is. So why can’t he finish all these things he only call me to go? Seriously I cannot understand what is in his mind. So finally he bring me go inside. THEN THE PROBLEM COME. Erm here I cut off those grandmother story about what he doing in the plant and I really speechless on him like hundred times already =.=

So I straight to the point what he disappointed me to the max. How can he just treat me like those doggie and walked away without telling me? I mean as my supervisor at least he should take care of me when in such situation. I totally don’t know where my position in the whole plant site is. Summore those technicians I don’t know at all. So he just disappeared as he like and abandoned me standing there like a freaking stupid person watching those busy people doing their things because those are engineering site and I have no authority to use those machines. Guess he disappear for how many minutes? Oh sorry, he disappeared for like an hour. WTH. And he just come back to tell me go back my office place. Okayy so what’s the point he bring me go there? At first he said will show me the grinding system but end up I’m just like the lion in the zoo entertained everyone at the site by just standstill there. And he thought I am so genius that I can go back office on my own while I just first time visit there? I walk here and there just to find the exit because it is damn big area. End up I asked people for direction. HOW CAN HE SO NOT RESPONSIBLE? And in between when I am losing direction over there and he passed by me, asking why am I still at site. Dafuq =.= then I honestly tell him that I don’t know how to go out. I said it for few times, and he just ignored it all. WHYYY???

After this, I really dislike him a lot. Sigh. He is nice person when not working but when work with him he definitely is a sucker. Okayyy there is still many things all about him but I just choose these to write out. If I write all out I think I can write one whole night also can’t finish it. 

So next post I will just post those positive things happened in my office :D Teeheeee